I wrote this post last December 9, 2008 on my Multiply Site. :) 

kanina lang sa school ay napgbintangan ako big time. wow! i think it took us more than 2 hours to settle everything.

Sa may sports complex..

kakarating ko lang from Cavite.
then naisipan kong mag CR to freshen up.
pmnta ako ng CR.. may tao dun.. ung nambintang skn.. naliligo siya..
pagkatpos kong maghilamos ng mukha pmnta ako ng cubicle(ung nsa dulo).. i did my thing then ngflush ako..
bumalik ulit ako sa lababo to wash my hands.. then pagkatpos nun lumabas ako ng CR..
diretso sa may mga block mates ko..
pagkaupo ko„ may lumabas na guy„ tinuturo ako.. tinatawag ako..
lumapit naman ako.. tpos nghysterical ang lolo mo.. “nasan na ang bag k? ikaw lang ang pumasok dito..” then it went on and on.. and his bag was seen sa fifth floor.. no more cellphone (ndi niya pala alam unit ng fone nia) and no more cash.. 

here are his blames on me and my answers on those blames:

GUY: ikaw lang ung naramdaman kong pumasok..
ME: ako lang ung naramdaman mo.. e pano naman kng dmo lang naramdaman ung iba?

GUY: ang tagl mo sa cr.
ME: so? naghihilamos ako eh.. ano naman kng matagal ako sa cr?? then it makes me more of innocent since ur bag was seen in the fifth floor and i stayed longer in the CR. hindi ko naman siguro pwedeng paliparin bag mo papuntang fifth floor db?

GUY: pumunta ka pa dun sa dulong cubicle para magCR„ tpos nrinig kong ngflush ka.
ME: ano gusto mong sbhn? finlush ko ung bag mo??

GUY: may siwang ung door ng CR„ nakita kita..
ME: ikaw na nagsabing nakita mo ako! edi sana nakita mo rin kung may kinuha akong bag db??

GUY: saglit lang akong ngCR tpos nwala na agad bag ko
ME: e ako matagal ngCR.. ano nmn konek nun sa pagkawala ng bag mo?

then Discipline Officer comes into the scene.. the DO made me feel that he was on the guy’s side.. why?

DO: ikaw lang kasi ung pumasok sa CR na naramdaman niya..
ME: “NARAMDAMAN” panu kung ndi niya “NARAMDAMAN” ung iba??

DO: nakita ka raw niya eh.. may siwang kc ung pintuan.
ME: thats my point.. he saw me.. he saw me not holding his bag.. not touching it not doing anything with it.

then.. bago pa dumating ang DO.. the guy threatened me twice„

GUY: bro, aminin mo na kung san mo nilagay ung bag. hindi kita tatantanan sa labas ng la salle.

GUY: bro, seryoso„ marami akong kakilala. marami akong kayang gawin sa’yo.. papahirapan ko buhay mo sa la salle..

and yeah… those threats worked very well.. :))

i was scared like hell.. 

why?

he looks like a frat member„

he looked at me with piercing eyes..

and that made me uncomfortable.. 

my whole life„ ive never been part of any basag-ulo.

ive never been into nakawan..

ive never received grave threats..


bakit ngaun?? first year pa lang ako. :( second term plang.. damn!

soooooooooo… pag may nangyari sa akin.. alam na kung cno!! :)) -_-

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If there was one thing I learned from the experience it was that - Don’t go to the washroom ALONE. :)))

Boy: “Would you like to be the sun of my life?”

Girl: “Awww YES!”

Boy: “Okay stay 9,955,887.6 miles away from me!”

Girl: “F**k you.”

Now, I bid goodbye to you 2010 with a smile. Not because I am eager for you to end but because you made me learn new lessons. You helped me grow and become a better person. You made my existence worthwhile. On this note GOODBYE 2010, HELLO 2011. I am now ready to greet 2011 with a resounding smile, hoping of another year filled with laughters and smiles, tears and learnings.

2011 reminded me of how life could be unpredictable. It surprised me in every way possible - thesis, marketing contests, internship stints… which I’m very grateful for.

Today marks the first day of 2012. And to at least have a 2012 welcome post, here is a message I wrote to my 2012 self.

Hey future you,

You had a fantastic 2011. It was a blast! It has just been an amazing adventure to get to where and who you are. But I hope you continue to be more of your quirky self and less of your loner self.

Now, I hope you don’t forget the things you have learned from 2011. Don’t mind what the world thinks. You are a great person.

I know it is being with your friends that you feel most comfortable and safe. Don’t be afraid to share your 2012 adventures with them. They maybe grumpy at times, but hey they are the ones who laugh at your joke even if they are an epic fail, right?

For now, all I can say is hey you, because I am hoping that after 2012 we can say 2012 yahoo!  

Castle: How do you know when you’re in love?

Beckett: All the songs make sense.

Unrequited love is just an awful thing. Never love someone who will not love you back. You are worth more than that.